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This is just scary

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 10:14 PM


I took THREE different quizzes by THREE different people, (what loveless character would you be?) and they all came up as Ritsuka. And then, when I took a "what would your true name be closest to?" quiz, I got "loveless".

You are Loveless. Truely a feeling of aloneness and despair, you wish for nothing more but to die, or be suspended in a place where no one can reach. But you are more loved than you think. Be careful not to hurt those who try to help.

Suprisingly, that sums up me really well. I don't think I would be "loveless", but I would be something close. *grabs thesaurus*

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...(sound of thining and flipping through pages)



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Oh my god. I know what my name is.

I am bondless.

One who is a part of, but not truely a part of. One who appears to be part of the whole, but shares no bond with it. Wandering alone, comtemplating, wondering why I do not connect, am not one with the rest. A bond is a rare thing, and maybe one day, I will escape this seclusion, in my own way, perhaps...

Yeah, that's more to the point. A lot of people don't like me. Why? Becasue I'm different. And that, makes me taboo.

The world is a cruel place, remeber this, and take it, my child, and you will never be suprised by it's transgressions. You will be able to meet and surpass them.

Promise me, you will remember this...


Sorry, I'm going into Philosphy mode. I'm sort of put off by the rest of the world right now. Oh well.

Thank you for reading.

~ B A S


(and always remember, be kind to people. It helps more than you could ever know.)

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Loveless soundtrack
  • Reading: Loveless
  • Watching: Loveless
  • Playing: The keyboard
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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Hello, I am BlueAuraSpirit, and I hope to get my art profession started on devart here.


Uhhh..what can I say?

I am a quiet person, solitude and silence is very important to me. I have gone entire days without speaking before, and I am perfectly happy being alone.



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I am not accepted in the real world, not because I am unstable or a thret, but becuse I am so different. I am so off from the preconcieved idea of normality, people just mock and jeer as they walk by.

But I just mock and jeer back, silently.

Because I know.

And they don't.

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I am a kind, enigmatic person. I feel like I can only be friends and talk to people here: were my face is hidden. I see the beauty in everthing. Sometimes I will just be mesmorized by looking up into the sky.

It is an intersting feeling: being pleased by the litte things. It is humbling. An there is always something to smile at.

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on a later (an possibly less creepy) note, I am very much engrossed in the anime Ouran High School Host Club. It's funny, charming, and very deep. It explores and exploits emotions, one of my very favorite thigs to observe.

I love FMA, Inuyasha, and Wolf's Rain as well. My fvorite animal is the Bald Eagle. :iconburdplz:

Feel free to talk to me, I am friendly and love
getting mail :aww:



I do love the anime and manga Loveless, but I love it for the plot, caracters and art. Not for the shonen-ai.

I tolerate and accept shonen-ai and shojo-ai. If two poeple are happy, what right do we have begrudge them that?


I, however, do not like Yaoi or Yuri. That's pretty much just gay pornography. I don't like to look at that stuff, but do not think badly of ohers who do. :) :) :) :) :)

I try to make a point to respect everyone's opinions and prefeences, and not be stereo-typical.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: earth. usually
  • Interests: wolves, werwolves, birds of prey, warriorcats, guardians of gahoole, photoshop,
  • Favourite movie: either lion king....or kung fu panda
  • Favourite band or musician: coldplay, do as infinity, Masami Ueda, Hans Zimmer, John Powell, Michael Giaccino
  • Favourite genre of music: Instrumental, Ambient, soundtrack, scores, Japanese, NO american music, I HATE IT, save for 1 or 2
  • Favourite artist: goldenwolf, pearleden...rayndancer.......
  • Favourite poet or writer: I kinda like robert frost....
  • Favourite photographer: our random users on devart
  • Favourite style of art: realistic, sometimes fractal, amd if it's stylized, it has to be still be well proportioned.
  • Operating System: windows vista *spits*
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod classic (who the hell knows 20,000 songs? certainly not anyone I know...)
  • Shell of choice: tortishell kitty!
  • Wallpaper of choice: not realy sure...
  • Skin of choice: the one I'm wearing?
  • Favourite game: the legend of kay(I want okami sooooo bad....)
  • Favourite gaming platform: wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha, Tamaki Suoh, Edward + Al Elric, Aoyagi Ritsuka, Agatsuma Soubi, Yayoi + Kio from Loveless
  • Personal Quote: I don't speak enough to have one.
  • Tools of the Trade: watercolors, watercolor pecils, colored pencils, copic markers, photoshop, and acryllics

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Comments


:icon01haruhi01:
chat time?

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When you're walking down the path, dont slip because... well... that would really hurt. -_-
:icon01haruhi01:
chat time?

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When you're walking down the path, dont slip because... well... that would really hurt. -_-
:iconblueauraspirit:
YES.[link]

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:star:Commission me! good quality at cheap prices! :star:[link]


We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity
:iconthebrinkofsomething:
Can chu bring me my books monday?
I'm missing Kyo Kara Maoh! badly XD
I needs it!
Tis almost as bad as your loveless issues.... >x<

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Teas Willis, and the sticky tours
Did gym and Gibbs in the wake.
All mimes were the borrowers,
And the moderate Belgrade.

WORD TURNED THE JABBERWOCK INTO A TABLESPOON AND I AM NOT PLEASED!!
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:iconblueauraspirit:
yes, i'm finished with them.

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We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity
:iconthebrinkofsomething:
Mkayz, thank you!!
<3
What did you think of Kyo Kara Maoh? =]
ANd sorry for the double post. My computer dislikes me.

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Teas Willis, and the sticky tours
Did gym and Gibbs in the wake.
All mimes were the borrowers,
And the moderate Belgrade.

WORD TURNED THE JABBERWOCK INTO A TABLESPOON AND I AM NOT PLEASED!!
[link]
:iconblueauraspirit:
it was cute, and funny. I've redone my anime self, and I'm drawing her in photoshop right now.

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:star:Commission me! good quality at cheap prices! :star:[link]


We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity
:iconthebrinkofsomething:
I knew you'd like it ^w^
I love it to death. One of my new favs, for sure! XD
Ooh, aweomse! Post asap!
I'm doing character design sheets. =]

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Teas Willis, and the sticky tours
Did gym and Gibbs in the wake.
All mimes were the borrowers,
And the moderate Belgrade.

WORD TURNED THE JABBERWOCK INTO A TABLESPOON AND I AM NOT PLEASED!!
[link]
:iconthebrinkofsomething:
Can chu bring me my books monday?
I'm missing Kyo Kara Maoh! badly XD
I needs it!
Tis almost as bad as your loveless issues.... >x<

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Teas Willis, and the sticky tours
Did gym and Gibbs in the wake.
All mimes were the borrowers,
And the moderate Belgrade.

WORD TURNED THE JABBERWOCK INTO A TABLESPOON AND I AM NOT PLEASED!!
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:iconkach:
Thank you very much for the :+fav: of my La Salle Serenity painting. It was my first Daily Deviation, and I was really excited and pleased by the response to it. So glad you liked it. :D

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